This is a learning experience a moment of personal growth- embrace it and focus on what’s important which is you. Often times in relationships we tend to neglect ourselves and only focus On the other persons happiness. Find yourself again, learn to discover just how beautiful and powerful u are but most if all love yourself physically emotionally and mentally. U have just planted the seed of personal independence, embrace it and watch yourself bloom like the radiant flower that you are. I know you will fall nothing short of extraordinarily spectacular.